An Ideal Father
Where's the Father Manual?

South Louisiana
June

     Wyatt squirmed on the chair, setting Cimarron’s teeth on edge.  Kids made him nervous.  In a way, he’d never been a kid himself, and maybe that was why he couldn’t seem to identify with them.
 

     “Hold on a minute.”  Cimarron put his hand over the mouthpiece of the telephone and turned his attention to the child.  “What’s your problem?  Can’t you be still?”

 

     “Gotta go to the bathroom.”

 

     Cimarron jerked his head toward a door behind him.  “There’s one in there.  Can you go by yourself?”

 

     The child looked at him as if he had sprouted snakes on his head.  “I’m five years old.”

 

     “I guess that says it all.  Have at it.”

 

     “Go ahead, Bobby,” he said to the man on the phone, who launched into a long spiel about his house in a place called Little Lobo, Montana.

 

     Listening to the muffled noises behind the bathroom door, Cimarron had to ask Bobby to repeat his words twice.  Finally, he gave up.  “Let me get back to you.  Give me a phone number where I can reach you.”

 

     “Okay, but you’d better call pretty soon.”

 

     Cimarron jotted down the number, then rolled his chair back and tapped on the door.  “What are you doing in there?”

 

     “I’m pooping.”

 

     Cimarron rolled his eyes.  “Fine.”  After a moment of guilty hesitation, he asked, “You need any help?”

 

     “No.”

 

     Cimarron stuck Bobby James’s number on his bulletin board with a note to return his call that afternoon when he could count on being undisturbed.  Finally Wyatt came out, careful to close the door behind him.

 

     “Stinks,” he said.

 

     “I imagine.”  Cimarron lifted his chin toward the chair in the corner and Wyatt obediently climbed into the seat again.  “Your daddy’ll be back in a few minutes.”

 

     “Unca Cimron?” Wyatt asked softly.  “Do you have something I could draw on?”

 

     Curbing his impatience, Cimarron shuffled around in a drawer and found a legal pad and a pencil, which he handed over.  When Wyatt bowed his head over the paper and began to write, Cimarron gathered his thoughts and tried to figure out where he’d left off when his day jumped the tracks.

 

     He studied the costs ledger.  This project was almost finished, under budget and on time.  Another few weeks, tops, and he could put the house on the market for a substantial asking price.  After some time off, he would buy another building that should turn over a good profit after renovation. 

 

     He worked uninterrupted while Wyatt occupied himself in the corner.  Once in a while Cimarron glanced over, surprised that the child could remain quiet for so long. Wyatt looked up briefly when Cimarron closed the ledger.  Then, a commotion outside drew their attention.  Another yell from the direction of the house brought Cimarron to his feet.  As he opened the trailer door, he saw his project superintendent, Ron Gibbs, sprinting toward him.  Beyond Ron, a couple of workmen were rushing into the house.

 

     “What’s going on?” 

 

     “Accident!” Ron yelled, breathless.  “Get an ambulance.”

 

     Alarm shot through Cimarron.  He grabbed the cordless office phone, punching in 911 as he hurried out the door.  On the porch, he turned around to stick his head inside again.

 

     “Wyatt, you stay right here.  I’ll be back in a few minutes.  Understand?”

     Without looking up from his drawing, Wyatt nodded.

 

     “What happened?” Cimarron asked when he caught up to Ron.

 

     “Somebody fell.”

 

     “Who?”

 

     “I don’t know,” Ron said.  “One of the men came and got me.”

 

     The 911 operator answered and Cimarron summoned help, keeping the line open.  He matched Ron stride for stride into the stately foyer of the refurbished plantation house.  Through the arched entry to the dining room bright sunlight flooded the floor-to-ceiling windows, making the wet paint on the moldings glisten.  

 

     Several workers gathered around the base of the high scaffolding that had been erected to reach the twenty-foot ceilings.  Cimarron handed the phone to Ron and pushed his way through.

 

     “Oh, my God,” he whispered, kneeling beside his motionless brother, who was lying face up on the hardwood floor.  “R.J.?”

 

     Cimarron laid his fingers against R.J.’s neck, finding a weak, halting pulse.  

 

     “R.J., can you hear me?”  He glanced up at the men surrounding him, their faces drawn with concern.  “Anybody see what happened?”

 

     A young painter spoke up.  “We’d finished and I was getting the brushes and pails ready to go.  He was going down to catch them at the bottom.  I heard him grunt and when I looked around he was falling.  I don’t know what happened.  Yesterday he was complaining about the fumes making him lightheaded and he said living in Louisiana was messing up his sinuses, but he didn’t mention anything today.  He was just in a big hurry to get done.”

 

     R.J.’s eyes fluttered, then opened.  He squinted up at Cimarron and managed a lopsided grin.  “I must have missed a step,” he whispered.

 

     “Just stay still.  You’ll be okay,” Cimarron said, with more confidence than he felt.

 

     “Little bro’,” R.J. said.  “You take care of Wyatt, you hear?”

 

     “Come on, R.J., you’re going to be around to do that.”

 

     “Don’t...think...so,” he managed with effort.  Cimarron tried to keep him quiet, but he insisted on speaking.  “I made a will...before I came down here.  Meant to tell you.”  He attempted to grin again, but failed.  “I made you Wyatt’s guardian...”

 

     Cimarron stared at his brother in shock.  “What?”

 

     “You’re the only one I trust...to see that he’s done right by.  You gotta do it for me, little bro’.  Give him a good life.”

 

     “R.J.--”

 

     R.J.’s eyes rolled back.  Cimarron’s probing fingers found no pulse this time.

 

     “R.J.!” 

 

     No sign of breathing. 

 

     “Don’t you die on me!”

 

     By rote, Cimarron started CPR, his own heart pounding, drumming out every other sound.  Breathe, breathe, pump, pump, pump...

 

     His expression fixed, his face turning blue, R.J. looked just like their mother had when Cimarron turned her over that night so long ago.  Sweat poured down his body as the panic grew.  He glanced in the direction of the construction office, where a little boy sat waiting...  Cimarron would be the one who had to tell him his daddy wasn’t coming to get him after all. 

 

     No way.  No way in hell!

 

     “Damn it, R.J.  Don’t you die and leave me with that child!”

 

From the book:  An Ideal Father
By Elaine Grant
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